Hang In There

JUST HANG IN THERE....

Listening to Dashboard Confessionals...what a week.
Thursday night, no CG this week...It was the first time i studied with Aaron and Belle in the library. Joash was there too...Library was super noisy but I was trying my best to be a GOOOOD example to A and B(Aaron and Belle)...like the good senior I am(what?). But Marsha and Liz from the International CF who were sitting at the next table kept asking me if i was Malay+Chinese or what was I??? Filipino..yada yada sighss...guess I am some kinda freak,,muahahaa. But I dicovered that Aaron is a super nice guy who can make an artificial mole from black eraser remains and stick it to his face...HAHAHA. Ok guys, Belle is going to teach me to speak real Mandrin...so don't laugh at me ok.

AFter supper, Joash and me crashed at Justin's house for the night. We had some cold KFC that Justin brought frm some party he came back from. ANyway, was supposed to be studying, but after the showers and the air con and the PC, we ended up juz checking out some football clips. By the time we actually switched off the lights it was 4 am, so much for studying...hahaha. After some name-calling, 'joash likes who-who likes joash-justin is cool-jason is not-talk', gimme the blanket, arguments...suddenly I heard Joash snore. After that, it was Justin's turn to snore...ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh...they said it was juz heavy breathing...yeah rite.. By the time i managed to sleep it was 6. Can you believe it, they took the mattress and i got to sleep on the wood... Needless to say we woke up for lunch.looking our worst...oh, we alwiz look bad.

It wasn't alwiz good throughout the week. Had many stuffs on my mind and juz like Deric I had been having a tough time sleeping. Spent Tues and Wed nights just playing my guitar in the wee hours of the morning..my solitude. The feeling of uncertainty was kind of heavy and was rather depressing..worshipping God helps correct my perspective(Ihaven't done this is ages). As I lay down to sleep, I just held on to God's promise...Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of GOD, that He may exalt you in due time, casting all your cares on Him for He cares for You. 1Pet5:6,7
Glad I could be an encouragement via sharing this verse wif some friends that night. Glad I could make someone's day...coolness.
I'm juz normal regular weak guy like ya all so let's encourage each other.

It hasn't been a very rosy week..but I guess it can only get better. Had a disagreement with someone just a few hours ago and slammed the phone down on him just now...in times like this, the accumulated disappointments and stress juz boils over and pushes you to the limit and I was trying to study and you wonder what's all this and I ask God why am I tearing again...some kinda wuss or wat...

SIghs...but I guess life's like that. Looking forward, His are mercies new every morning...Have a long day tmrw...with all the tests and projets and assignments...hope I can juz HANG IN THERE....

Haven't refurnished my blogg...kinda busy with exams..so plz excuse it's simplicity.

Listening to SImple Plan...