Friends...can't survive without them...

Friends are important

It has been more than 4 months since I've been here...can you believe it, I was searching for my own blog via google..LOL. The past few months have been really dark ones. The first blog that i wrote signified the happier times when everything was well with me...when trusting God was easy, when loving God was easy, when I had faith to move mountains and command legions. But just a few days after that, the trials and bitterness that i had to endure was more than i could bear. The 4 month gap of silence was because i was not able to speak or comprehend in my grief over the events that slowly befelled me..one by one, my life was slowly falling apart..Suddenly, all my talents and all that I ever achieved didn't seem important to me, I was disillusioned, broken, wasted, left and hung out to dry..in those days sleeping was the remedy to escape. I shall not describe the anguish. In those days, God seemed so far, yet near coz i had nothing more to lose coz i had lost everything. God, help me .In those days when the darkness was so real, I realised how important my friends are, and who my real friends were. When the going gets tough, the tough get going. And when the tough break down and cry, his friends cry with him. I really want to take this oppurtunity to name the people who have made a huge difference in my life by yelling at me, praying for me, smsing me, telling me to believe in God, worrying for me, making sure i didn't kill myself, calling me at 2 am in the morning to pray for me, the friends who loved me when i was unloveble. They are angels in disguise, in many different shapes and sizes and colours...Thank you Tze Seong,Joash, Justin, Deric, Vijay, Wee Liem. You guys were my pillars of stength when my world was crashing down on me. I love you guys a lot..and i am not gay hahha.
I could write on and on, but my gratitude can't be contained in all the words I could type...whatmore a blog?

The recent days have been fairer in nature. I have been trying to consistently join the 'That CG' cg formerly known as Bunga Raya CG. It's a start and it has been a good start. Getting to know the new Alphas has been a blessing. The twins Louise and Lucious made such a warm impression on me that i will remember them as one of the most friendly people on the face of this earth..Building relationships with the juniors had been an unbelieavble experience. Just yesterday, I went out with the gang that included Su Be and Carina all the way to Daud..man, these seemingly quiet girls can really talk =).Someone once said that Sam and me were the oldest among the gang, yet we don't seem it...that's a compliment that i treasure. Malam Suai Kenal and Melaka Tour was such a blast...meeting all the new people...woo hoo.. The Music Ministry MMU shows a lot of potential to grow tremedously this year. Also the hype of NOC3 and Melaka Camp is slowly building. NOC2:Whispers of Hope VCD and OST is in the process of being edited and designed. I hope that we can release it ASAP.

I realize that we need friends in this entire journey of spiritual growth and maturity. We can never do it on our own. With this I want to say that MMU CF Melaka is the place i wanna be. God, i thank You for allowing me to be in this generation. God I thank You for allowing me to meet these friends...they are more precious to me than all the guitars in the world...